Sometimes you just have those days...

Did you ever feel like everything is too good to be true?

That's cause it is.

Eh, no. I take it back--everything has a plan blah blah blah and while I know this to be true...it doesn't make today feel any better. you see, i have summer plans, lots of summer plans. And 1 out of my 4 major plans completely fell through today. Am I a little discouraged? Yup. Am I nervous? You bet.

Do I need to trust that everything is going to work itself out?
Yup.

many the miles, and cross your fingers for me...
meg

Things to Do:

To Watch:

"Glee" (tonight-new episode)
"Almost Famous"
"Apocolypse Now"
"Into the Wild"
"Walk the Line"

that is all.

Insane.

So the next few weeks are going to be INSANE.
and by insane, I mean...can someone hold me?
just kidding.

Anyway--"piece of my heart" started...and "shout" starts tommorow...so I'm country and then pop/rock (my voice is going to be super confused) but I DID manage to convince my voice teacher to let me sing "Piece of My Heart" by Janis Joplin for my voice final! Yesssss.

Venting time: I hate the phrase, "In this business"....I know, how ridiculous. But I really do. And I think the reason I hate that phrase is because everytime I've heard it used by people my age or etc, it's in a condescending way. But yea--random rant...hate that phrase, don't know why.

So this summer shall be fun...hopefully. I have an interview for the downtown Macy's and am working a camp teaching job and doing 2 shows. WHEW. I'm tired just thinking about it. I filled out ONE THOUSAND job applications, hopefully more call me back.

Anyway--babysitting tonight and resting up.

many the miles,
meg

Raining on Your Parade.....

Best quote ever:
(me) "I just don't like it when people rain on my parade!"
(allison twinzie), "They shouldn't be! Your parade is bitchin"

haha.
ok but seriously. I've been pretty frustrated today. Up until a few hours ago I felt like my summer is going to be great. Sure, I'm staying in town, and I didn't get my first choice on jobs for the summer...but ya know what? I'm ok with that. I know there's going to be times in my life where I'm going to want to be doing stuff and can't....and that's fine. As long as I'm happy, working, and doing shows, I think that's ok. Subletting a place in Clifton, working a great job and doing 1 paying and 1 non paying show? fine by me

I read a quote from Kristen Chenoweth the other day that says, "Let your ambition be about what you want to be...not about what you want to get"

I love it-it's really true though.
So--to leave you with, "let it be about who you are...not about what you want to get"

many the miles
megan