When it's May....When it's May...

WOW. So since I wrote last, I got a full time job, had a little "bug problem" at my apartment, and graduated college! It's a lot. And frankly, it's been overwhelming. Not the graduating college thing...but just dealing with everything else!

It's funny how relationships teach you so much about yourself. It's the most humbling thing. I have learned that I have a really hard time just enjoying the present now....I get so caught up in the future and obsessing over things that I have more than enough time to obsess about. It can drive me crazy, and it's really hard to turn all of those things over to God. I found myself a couple of weeks ago all worked up over something I didn't have any control over...silly megan.

Last night was great--a boss of mine who shall remain nameless due to this being on the internet, took some grad employees out for drinks. Siobhan came and unfortunately (or fortunately) for us, our ONE martini (which was made incredibly strong!!!) got us both pretty out of it. It was slightly hysterical only because Siobhan and I work and work and work and work and rarely get the opportunity to just chill but sitll...hilarious.

Anxiety is a funny thing. Without going into much detail, I have had a lot of anxiety this month over something that is literally no bigger than the tip of my fingernail. But...it's still there. It's been a lot of sleepless nights, a lot of tears (and a lot of comforting on my boyfriend's part), and a lot of lights being on all night.

The show I'm in is up and running...and to be perfectly honest...it's really good. Vocally, it's my favorite show I've gotten to be a part of, and every single person in the cast is truly talented. It's great--and honestly, probably one of the only things getting me through all of this craziness! lol

Well...that is enough rambling at 5AM...(insomnia has become my friend)...

many the miles,
meg